just arrived home from NY the last two days have been spent starring at my computer trying to get as many images edited by tonight as possible,  NY was an amazing experience, different then last time.  Not better not worse, different 

the funny thing was, i walked into Manhattan with an almost self assured feeling, like i belong, like im’ supposed to be there.  Theres something about that city that makes me inspired.  I became depressed after a few days with the realization that i can never live there.  Unfortunately i have a complication in my life that will never understand.  BUT it’s not going to stop me from visiting

i see big things in the next few years, i’m gonna make life happen..